What do you really want
Your mind , and everybody’s mind is a tricky devise , sometimes we don’t even know what we want.
God sees your real needs and wishes and thoughts , he will only give you what you need and really want.
Why give you something you don’t really want even if you think you do, if he gave it to you , you would neglect it , it would be a waste.
When people ask God to give them patience , they are thinking that God will sprinkle magic dust over them and instantly have patience,actually God will send you problems so you can perfect in his power your patience.
If you want to experience what love sent by God is , it will only manifest itself when somebody hurts you and you still wish them good and even pray for them.
So you see it’s not about receiving magically what you ask for ,only in very special cases will God give a person a miracle,and he is the only one that knows when.
Don’t try to run away from the people that hurt you , they may be just what you need to perfect your soul,but if it is not and you put it in your prayers God will give you an opportunity to leave, but if it’s Gods will that you stay there, there will not be any open door for you to leave.